This time last year I was in Puerto Rico with my boyfriend on a holiday and I felt like I had everything I wanted. One year later, he is my ex and I am in my bed in NYC writing this blog and two hour from now I will be on a date with another guy.
I turned 30 recently and I feel weird. I have never felt comfortable with my age. I always felt like I am too old. When it comes to age, I am more of a glass half empty type.
Anyway, so I broke up with my ex back in November. I think it is good for both of us. We are in very different stages of our lives and our priorities are very different. Now we are both dating other guys. I have dated Chinese, Koreans, Thai, and other nationalities but I am nervous of starting a relationship with them. It is hard for them to understand my background and it is hard for me to understand theirs. I sometimes wish that I can find a Tibetan guy, he will understand me and I will understand him. I might be wrong but I will never know since I have never dated a Tibetan and chances are pretty slim.